Itchy Fingers

Of all the topics available, I had to go and click on "Forgiveness" for my QT today... Turns out to be a whole series of discipleship curriculum. Forgiveness Part I is today's message, and it goes on all the way to Part XII!!! Knowing me, once I start on something, I would want to finish it.

Really itchy fingers man.

Why? Coz Part I is difficult enough for me to handle already... After reading it, I was like... wah la-a-au-u-u...

It's extremely difficult for me to forgive that someone, even though that person is so far away. Contrary to Dexter's MSN nick, "Forgiveness is easier when the person is far away", I think it would be easier if I punched the person and said sorry, than to just simmer in my anger and try to turn down the fire. Grrrr...

GOD help me to forgive others as YOU have forgiven me. Nothing is unforgiveable if I have YOUR love and courage and grace. Please help me to alleviate this feeling of resentment and hatred; release me from my own prison of bitterness.