Sunday!!!

Intended to go to East Coast to walk along the beach to wash away the dirt and grime between my toes, and the calloused skin on my feet. And also, of course, the rough edges of my life thus far. But ended up sitting in Joanna's place and reading my book on Quantum worlds and Quantum mechanics, whilst she & Jasmine were cleaning and packing the house. Haha! Feel quite bad actually, like, just sitting there and not helping. =P

Norman was there too, playing PSP and helping out abit with their housework. Later in the evening, Anqi rang and came over too! We decided to have a steamboat dinner so went to Cold Storage for the ingredients. It was a nice, pretty relaxing day with a pretty nice gathering. And Shabu Shabu beef is SO-O-O NICE!!! So tender... so... soft... ooooo... I can almost eat it raw. Haha!

Ok, as we were eating, we watch High School Musical on Disney Channel too. And a song reminded me of certain things, and I felt abit... *sigh*... y'know, that kinda feeling? Yeah... So... *sigh*


"It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside.
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there.
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen?
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care.

I thought you were my fairytale,
A dream when I'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star
That's coming true!
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth,
When there was me and you.

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing.
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words,
Now my heart is empty.
I'm only left with used-to-be's,
Once upon a song.

Now I know your not a fairytale,
And dreams were meant for sleeping.
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true!
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth,
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you.

I can't believe that
I could be so blind,
It's like you were floating
While I was falling,
And I didn't mind.

Cause I liked the view,
Thought you felt it too,
When there was me and you."

Vanessa Anne Hudgens: When There Was Me And You
(OST High School Musical, sung by Gabriella)


How long more must this drag on?

How long more can I hold on?