长大了...

“春天是她最爱的季节。
当微风随意吹乱她的头发，
她并不在意身边世界的吵杂，
只想着自己生命中的变化。

还有十五分钟才午休，
从早到晚没有想像中那么好过！
安定的日子不一定就是幸福，
忘不掉她在心里做过的梦！

她今年农历三月六号刚满二十二，
刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界，
却发现许多烦恼要面对。
Oh yeah...
她常会想望能回到那年他一十二，
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁！
她就像一朵蓓蕾满怀希望。

秋天是忽然间就来临，
青春虽然有本钱可以洒脱，
一场恋爱二十二个月后结束，
才知道有些感情不值得赌。

九月天气还是有点热，
她想公车再不来就走一走路。
她开始明白等待未必有结果，
一个人也能走上梦的旅途。

她今年农历三月六号刚满二十二，
刚甩掉课本要离开家看看这世界，
却发现许多烦恼要面对。
Oh yeah...
她常会想望能回到那年他一十二，
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁，
她一直满怀希望…

人生偶尔会走上一条陌路，
像是没有指标的地图。
别让他们说你该知足，
只有你知道什么是你的幸福！

她常会想望能回到那年她一十二，
只需要好好上学生活单纯没忧愁！
她笑着想过未来，
Oh,她应该得到幸福。
如此的简单的梦，
有没有实现？”

-陶喆：二十二

我是否想过那么多？长大后的忧愁的确很不同，有时还真的很怕人。多么希望可以永远做个小孩，一十二岁，最多PSLE而已，那么容易。但人生的确偶尔会走上陌路，像是没有指标的地图。但有身边的好朋友陪你度过，有天上的父亲引着你走，人生的路虽然没有指标，生活还是能够充满喜乐和满足感。

=D

好想谈恋爱？

“没人发现我在失眠。
我说我快疯了，
不奢求有人会听见。
哭泣让我感到疲倦。
快乐听来遥远，
总努力扮演失败的笑脸。
没有爱情并无所谓。
我想这是幸福的人们发明的论点！
常常寂寞太过尖锐，
让人无法坦白
渴望被溺爱的滋味！
想到一个人，想到不能吃不能睡。
相信他，又害怕他会消失不见。
女人是最不要自由的灵魂，
男人却为它游荡在每一夜。

好想谈恋爱！
不管那个人会是谁!
让我愤怒的孤独任性撒野，
悲伤时有人陪。

好想谈恋爱!
为他不争气的流泪.
即使受伤也要轰轰烈烈，
有他疼不怕黑。”

范晓萱：好想谈恋爱


有时候，就是有这种感觉，尤其是当看到每个人都有伴时，不禁想起自己的另一半会在哪里。多么思念有人爱的感觉。
咳！
我够成熟，担当这责任吗？

三更半夜落泪的我

有人曾说过，我的生活过得很浪漫主义。不愁吃，不愁穿，不愁业，不愁生。Happy-go-lucky, they call it. 不脚踏实地，不谨慎，随风而去，像落下的叶子似的。如今我生活还是这个样子，无忧无虑的。有时候，如今晚一样，我会忽然想起过去的日子：是否因为我这样的过活，让你觉得好没有安全感，所以选择离开？*咳* 真是的。

每当我想起那快乐的时光时，还是依依不舍，还是很挂念。是人都会想：如果今日会这样，那当初的在一起到底对我们有什么影响？让我们学了什么？为什么容许这短暂的感情呢？

可能不一定要学到很多。我只知道目前的我还不够成熟，还很自私，很不为别人着想，没远见。

我还不想面对现实。我还要游山玩水，要享受人生，要自由自在。Free-spirited, carefree, without a care in the world... 我想我是这样的人吧。其实这样也好嘛。没有负担，不拖人下水，我行我素。

但是，为什么时常会有那种空虚的感觉？好像生命中少了一个谁…那个谁，又好像只能想到你。

想到你，眼泪就不知不觉地往下流了…

Have You Ever?

Felt like you need a hug from someone you love?

Felt like your heart's tearing apart?

Felt really really heavy-hearted?

Felt like there's no one who can understand what you're going through, because even though circumstances may seem the same, feelings aren't...

I feel so empty sometimes... so... alone. You know that feeling? You're amidst a thousand people, and you laugh and talk and complain about the weather and wonder about where to go for lunch, and you spend a wonderful day out with people you love, but at the end when you go home, it's just an empty, hollow feeling... empty yet heavy.

有没有人让我抱一下？ =(

"Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over,
Knowing there's so much more to say.
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down,
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round.

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking.
I should know, cos I loved and lost, the day I let you go.

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together,
Back in your arms where I belong.
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found,
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round.

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking.
I should know, cos I loved and lost, the day I let you go.

 
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels.
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see?
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round.

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody?
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin' down the road you should be taking.
I should know, cos I loved and lost, the day I let you go."

S Club 7: Have You Ever